Top of the Blog: BIG NATURALS was difficult to maneuver on my narrow single bed, but I managed to squirm out from under Ellen and on top again as she laughed in that warm rich tone that drove me wild. I didn't say anything, but she could read my eyes well enough as I kissed her deeply on her soft lips. Surprisingly, she didn't turn away from me as I kissed her over and over. Instead she gazed back into my eyes and let me tell her how much she meant to me at last, the message clear despite the lack of words between us. When her trembling stopped and an excited smile crept across her face I was sure this was the break through I'd been hoping would come.